Rediscovery of my muse

lain dormant for so long

may take time to nurture

back to health.

Much to say about my life,

but words like rivers

are all dried up.

Burst the dam!

Flood the fields

and brink the waters back to life.

Once again connecting

to my soul;

Touching raw emotion.

Dancing once again with my heart.

Love is life, hate is death
Is that all we feel
For one another
On this planet
What are we trying to say?

For it our life were
More important
we would concentrate
On the love in our lives
And not the Hell.

As my tears fall down my face,
I know I have lost my place.
Now all I feel are the salty tears,
I’ll prove you wrong, I’ll go on living,
I think my heart can go on believing.
Thou I feel dead inside,
If I smile, I will be trying.
So, as I pick the pieces up,
My shattered life in a cup.
That I may put them back together.
My life will get better, I’m not giving up.
Good- bye memory.
May you be locked up in your own misery.
While I move on in my life,
If I ever get back to where I was will be a mystery.

The Lord is gracious He is kind When we feel sorrow We’re on His mind Though life can have its bad times He knows there is good In everything we feel He puts us where we should His tender love shines Although some can’t plainly see That life without Him is the pits And with Him is where we should be If everyone only knew that He was there for them, Then maybe life wouldn’t be so hard Because of His grace, hope and love.

Through all the pain and suffering
that we have been through
Causes scars upon our soul and heart
we will live though
Because one godly man took our pain away
As he died he told us all we would live up to the day
He arrives to take us all into the promised land.
Where love is in abundance
and no one feels afraid
Where no one has the urge to hate
and kill one’s own brother
When life as we know it shall come to an end
and everything will start over
Because one man a long time ago
did only what he could to save us all
from sin and hell
He knew what to do.

If I were a painting
What colors would I be?
There would be reds, blues, and yellows
Bold and bright and all circled round
If I were a painting then you
Would be my artist, drawing me
Shaping me, and adding colors.
In the middle of your painting
A blotch of black and blue,
Smudged into all the bright colors
These are the colors that I would be
If I were a painting

I can listen, why don’t you talk?
I can see, why don’t you smile?
I can talk, why won’t you let me?
I can cry, why do you make me?
Never say forever,
It doesn’t mean everlasting. All it
means is heartache,
When you throw it all away.
Never say true love,
Once you see another you’ll let me go.
Always is a word you should never say,
It will break my heart when you go away.
No one to listen to,
No one to see,
No one to talk to,
Cause it only leads to crying.

I hear whispers of untold stories and talk of dreams too far to reach.
Rumors of love and hate and occasional hope for the beach.
I see the crying and the pain of the simple hearts through all the disguises.
The smiles of joy from a child on their birthday when they get their first pup.
I see and hear all the feelings of others, how I wish and dream of happiness and love.
The sorrow and pain of lost relationships and arguments with friends,
But as I watch the world mend, No one sees me fall apart.

Some days I just sit,
Maybe you’ll see me.
I watch every movement you make
though you do not notice me.
I’ve tried to make you take notice,
I think you must be blind to my feelings
If only…
If only I were prettier, or richer, or had a smile that causes you to stare,
But most days I sit looking at you;
Through your face I see
Pain or happiness or sorrow
But yet there is no healing,
I am that healing.
Let me take your hand and bring you the joy you need.
If only you would see me
The love in my eyes cries out to you,
Look and you will see only me,
Only me,
I know you could see only me,
If only…

Like rain my tears fall only they are silent
My soul tears apart from my body
With the pain I struggle with
So many questions I don’t understand
But there is one that surpasses all
Why? Couldn’t you see you were hurting me?
My physical form was bruised and scraped
But you did more inside than you could imagine.
My family was perfect
We lived in splendid harmony
The something snapped inside of you
My life was then altered to a fast and different beat.
I could not hold much longer
I started fighting back in a frenzy
Trying to make up lost punches
My anger grew ’til it enveloped me
My perfect home, shattered, lay before me
Changes were too quick, slow down!
I can’t keep up
I will tire and try no more
Enough. I’m done
Just let me be
You’ve had your fun
When I gain my strength I will go on
You will see a new improved, different me,
Just you wait and see.