Like rain my tears fall only they are silent
My soul tears apart from my body
With the pain I struggle with
So many questions I don’t understand
But there is one that surpasses all
Why? Couldn’t you see you were hurting me?
My physical form was bruised and scraped
But you did more inside than you could imagine.
My family was perfect
We lived in splendid harmony
The something snapped inside of you
My life was then altered to a fast and different beat.
I could not hold much longer
I started fighting back in a frenzy
Trying to make up lost punches
My anger grew ’til it enveloped me
My perfect home, shattered, lay before me
Changes were too quick, slow down!
I can’t keep up
I will tire and try no more
Enough. I’m done
Just let me be
You’ve had your fun
When I gain my strength I will go on
You will see a new improved, different me,
Just you wait and see.